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\nYolculuklar\u0131mda u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n penceresinden bakarken kay\u0131p giden bulutlar\u0131 izleyerek bir \u00e7e\u015fit meditasyon yap\u0131p kafamda gezen tilkileri bo\u015faltaca\u011f\u0131ma ba\u015fka \u015feyler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm hep. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da minicik bacas\u0131 t\u00fcten bir eve odaklan\u0131r\u0131m mesela. \u2018Kimbilir ne \u00fcmitler ne hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131, sa\u011fl\u0131k sorunlar\u0131, gelecek g\u00fcnler i\u00e7in yeni planlar vard\u0131r o evde\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Belli belirsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnen yollarda toz tanesi kadar g\u00f6ze ili\u015fen bir arabay\u0131 takip etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m bazen. \u00d6rne\u011fin \u2018acaba anne babas\u0131n\u0131 ziyarete giden bir evlatm\u0131d\u0131r, ya da e\u015fi do\u011fum yapm\u0131\u015f heyecanla yeni bebe\u011fini g\u00f6rmeye ko\u015fan babam\u0131d\u0131r diye merak ederim. Belki de \u00f6ylesine can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f biridir. M\u00fczi\u011fi a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, direksiyona ge\u00e7mi\u015f, gidece\u011fi belli bir adresi olmadan hem gaza bas\u0131yor hem de kendisiyle hesapla\u015f\u0131yordur…<\/p>\n
Yerle\u015fim yeri olmayan b\u00f6lgelerden ge\u00e7erken de rahat durmaz kafam. Da\u011flar ve ormanlar \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7iyorsak bir yaral\u0131 ceylan, yavrular\u0131na yiyecek arayan bir ana kurt, bir kayan\u0131n alt\u0131nda uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f yavru tav\u015fan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm g\u00f6zlerim dola dola. Daha sonra buzullar\u0131n \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7erken oradaki ya\u015fam ne kadar daha s\u00fcrebilecek diye kayg\u0131lan\u0131r\u0131m.<\/p>\n
K\u0131sacas\u0131 ana\u00e7 tavuk gibi nedenini anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir sevgi ve merakla g\u00f6zlerim her\u015feyi. Hani d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da bir\u00e7ok ki\u015fiye g\u00f6re \u2018tuhaf\u0131n tekiyim\u2019 galiba…<\/p>\n
Buna benzer \u2018tuhaf\u2019 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme huyum bir de ter\u00f6r olaylar\u0131 ile ilgili bir haber duydu\u011fumda ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. Herkesin o ter\u00f6re ve ter\u00f6ristlere lanetler okudu\u011fu d\u00f6nemlerde san\u0131r\u0131m stresten bir ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f olarak kafamda hayali bir rokete biner, uzaya gider d\u00fcnyaya oradan bakar\u0131m. O masmavi bilyay\u0131 binlerce kilometre uzaktan izledi\u011fimi hayal edince \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcler anlam de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor. Deneyin bak\u0131n isterseniz. Sorgulamalar farkl\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce. \u0130stanbul\u2019daki ter\u00f6r olaylar\u0131n\u0131n hemen ard\u0131ndan \u2018arkas\u0131nda hangi ter\u00f6r \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00fc var\u2019 diye sormuyor insan. Bu ter\u00f6r olay\u0131 planland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2018olur ben yapar\u0131m\u2019 diyebilen insan m\u00fcsveddesinin ne t\u00fcr bir kafa yap\u0131s\u0131nda oldu\u011fu, plan yapanlar\u0131n ise \u2018neyin sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fini anlayamam\u0131\u015f zavall\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcl\u00fcyor. Ter\u00f6ristin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc sorgulanmaz ki… Ne g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc? Her\u015feyden \u00f6nce ter\u00f6ristin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc yoktur. Ter\u00f6rist k\u00f6rd\u00fcr, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u00fczd\u00fcr. Okumam\u0131\u015f, anlamam\u0131\u015f, sevilmemi\u015f, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f bahane edilerek kand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k duygusuyla k\u0131vranan, bir\u015feylere k\u00f6t\u00fc de olsa imza atmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan hava kabarc\u0131klar\u0131d\u0131r onlar. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\/ideoloji \u00e7ok asil bir kavramd\u0131r, fikirdir, ama\u00e7t\u0131r, sayg\u0131 duyulmas\u0131 gereken se\u00e7ilmi\u015f bir yoldur asl\u0131nda… G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\/ideoloji d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilme yetene\u011fidir. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f sahibi olan bir \u0130NSAN sesini onurla duyurur. \u0130\u015f masum insanlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeye geldi\u011fi an o \u2018g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u2019 \u00f6l\u00fcr \u2018ter\u00f6r\u2019 do\u011far. Ter\u00f6r do\u011fdu\u011fu anda ise insanl\u0131k biter. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bitti\u011fi yerde g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f aran\u0131rm\u0131???<\/p>\n
\u0130tiraf edeyim zaman zaman \u2018b\u00fcy\u00fck bir do\u011fal afet gelse de insano\u011flu sonsuza kadar ya\u015fam\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlasa\u2019 diye i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7irmi\u015fimdir. Mesela 3 g\u00fcn sonra \u00e7arpacak bir g\u00f6kta\u015f\u0131 yakla\u015fsa d\u00fcnyay\u0131 unufak edebilecek b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckte … \u2018Zaten yok olaca\u011f\u0131z\u2019 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle ne ter\u00f6r kal\u0131rd\u0131 ne sava\u015f. Neyin sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131 vereceksin ki 3 g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00fcnyada? Bankalar\u0131 m\u0131 ya\u011fmalayacaks\u0131n, ya\u011fmala… Gir marketlerin camlar\u0131n\u0131 indir istersen ne kazanacaks\u0131n? G\u00f6k ta\u015f\u0131 vurdu\u011fu an basit bir kum tanesi gibi uzaya savrulacaks\u0131n…<\/p>\n
O zaman \u0130nsanlar s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 birbirlerine sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 inan\u0131n. Ne din, ne renk, ne g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f fark\u0131 olmadan..<\/p>\n
Sonra…. Dokunmadan yalay\u0131p ge\u00e7iverseydi yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc o g\u00f6kta\u015f\u0131… Ard\u0131nda verdi\u011fi insanl\u0131k dersini b\u0131rakarak..<\/p>\n
Biliyormusunuz bu hayali kurmaya bile gerek yok asl\u0131nda. Bak\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki linkten d\u00fcnyadaki de\u011fi\u015fimleri bir s\u00fcre g\u00f6zleyin saniye saniye… Nas\u0131l da u\u00e7up gidiyor hayat ve g\u00fczellikler elimizden….<\/p>\n
http:\/\/www.worldometers.info\/tr\/<\/p>\n
De\u011fer mi zaten k\u0131sac\u0131k olan hayatta \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeye? De\u011fer mi nefrete, kine, ay\u0131r\u0131ma… De\u011fer mi?<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yolculuklar\u0131mda u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n penceresinden bakarken kay\u0131p giden bulutlar\u0131 izleyerek bir \u00e7e\u015fit meditasyon yap\u0131p kafamda gezen tilkileri bo\u015faltaca\u011f\u0131ma ba\u015fka \u015feyler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm hep. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da minicik bacas\u0131 t\u00fcten bir eve odaklan\u0131r\u0131m mesela. \u2018Kimbilir ne \u00fcmitler ne hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131,...<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":15,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-261","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-turkce"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nevalogy.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/earth.jpg?fit=700%2C467&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/261","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=261"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/261\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":274,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/261\/revisions\/274"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=261"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=261"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nevalogy.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=261"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}